Kmaren pas gw lg ntn Atashinchi no Danshi.. tb2 mak gw manggil n blng ad tmn yg nelpon. Tmben amat ad yg nelpon i, pikir gw. Pas gw nany ke mak gw, dia blng dia gag taw itu sp. Pas gw angkat, itu ternyt si Wini. Gw kr mah dia telp dr luar, tp gw agag bingung knp itu jelas suara ny, kt nci gw.. biasa dr luar itu gag jelas.

Eh, ternyt dia dah pulang!! Dr tgl 18 gt!! GILA!

Gw kgt bngt ampe treak2. ‘MASA?! BENER?! LO DA PLNG?! SJK KPN?!’ dll..

Pas dah reda, gw tnya2.. eh dia blng dia seneng dpt reaksi kyk gt.. yg laen cm ‘Oh.. lo da pulang.. mao jalan2 gag?’ gt. Dia pngn ny dpt reaksi kyk gw. Trus cm gw doank yg blm taw dia da pulang. xD

Reaksi gw gag aneh donk y.. kan itu memang reaksi yg seharusny. Org laen aj yg aneh. Tmn yg blng gag bkl pulang bln ini, ternyt dah ad disini. Yah kaget donk mustiny!! Yup. That must be it. Ini bkn brarti gw yg bodoh sendiri. Bukan.

GW STRESS BERAT!! KOMPUTER GW BALIK2 DAH DIGANTI HARD DISK NYA N YG LAMA GAG BS DISELAMETIN DATANYA!! NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!

MY BOOKMARKS!!! MY MESSENGER!! MY PHOTOS!! NOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!

blm lg gw jg gag bs install windows live messenger gr2 ini terlalu butut

gw syok abis, gw cm bs ktawa2 n gag mikir ttg ini. tp gw gag bs. krn skrg gw ol, gw jd kpikiran mulu. oh mai gat. dataku.. gmbr2ku.. application2ku..

hiks

Voldemort’s eyes were still locked on Harry. “Don’t you know me, boy? I have cursed your name every day for these past ten years. Have you not done the same? Do you not know who I am?”

Harry struggled to keep his voice steady, even as he felt as if his insides had turned to ice. “I know you. You’re Lord Volauvent.”

“Yes! I am the one who killed your parents. I am He Who – Wait. What did you call me?” Voldemort’s eyes narrowed.

- from Harry’s New Home, a HP fanfic by kbinnz chapter 29.

Vol-au-vent. XD

Bagi org2 yg baca ini.. jgn jealous terhadap my everyday life. And I don’t want your pity, I have enough of that from myself. [Yes. I already know that I'm such a lazy bum, I pitied myself. For not having a life. For not having a school life. For not having more friends. For giving up when the fight is still on (school). For-.. okay.. enough of that!]

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09.00-12.00 ~ bangun kira2 jem segini

bngn-siang ~ bk kmpie

siang-sore ~ turun ke bwh (kmpie gw ad di kmr atas), ngidul-ngelandur (bhs ap ini?! mustinya ngilur ngadul y?), berteman dgn kloset, jejelin mak gw dngn kt “Aim hangriiii.. Aim hangriiii..”, kl anak2 pd kluar.. maen ama anak2 (bibing n kiki – bingo n yoki), brusaha bicara lgi ama nci (cm kgk brani, gagal..), ngochein ade

sore-mlm ~ bingo mengendus2 pintu.. bk pintu biar dia msk ke kmr n melok2 dia. Kl gag, bpk dtng bwat take a nap. Soalny dia mls nyalain AC di bwh.

21.00-23.30 ~ diantara jem sgitu, gw off. Bersiap untuk tidurrrr (br2 ini, gw mimpi yg ane2 mulu)

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• tiap gw bk kmpie, dah ke set appear offline di MSN
• gw pasti lngsng bk mozilla bwat ngebaca fanfictions
• gw bkl bk inbox email gw, bk make a baby di fb (biar dpt duit), bk forum yaoi (biar dpt points), bk deviantart (biar taw updates2 ny), bk tokudane (biar taw updates2 yaoi), bk youtube (biar taw updates2 arashi), bk livejournal (biar taw pnulis yg gw senengin dah update ato blm)
• tentu ny, maen ro kl sempet (yup, thanks wan~ lo dah memperkenalkan ro lg ke gw EN dah ksh dvd ny)
• chat ama org2 biasa kl mreka online (sori cal, ap2 lo yg manggil gw mulu)
• hmmm.. bc porn? tentu. tiap hari. eh, gag d.. kdng gw bc yg action2 gt, bkn yaoi.. tp yah.. mao itu kmk kek, crita kek, (bneran gw gag gt sk) gw pasti bc porn
• kdng kl lg mood, gw watch something online. kl gag ntn dvd.. soalny gw org yg kasian, gag pnya dvd player.

Yup. Iri? Gw nganggur n enak2 bk internet tiap hari? Sedangkan lo org banyak ujian n homework n musti bertemu guru2 menyebalkan? Don’t be. Soalny lo enak, pnya ms dpn.. sedangkan gw ngga.

[sori, gw emo lg d..]

Oh, btw.. MET ULTAH NINOMIYA KAZUNARI~! Pas 17 Juni. XD

http://video.yahoo.com/watch/4786019/12777535

because wordpress can’t embed this.. D:<

@ Yahoo! Video

Yup. It sucks.

Gw hr ini br aj dpt kbr seswatu yg.. nyebelin.

Mind you, gw gag mao kyk org yg di tepe itu, yg ksh imel ke tmn ny n akhirny ke penjara. (emang dia skrg dibantu SBY, Megawati, dll sgala sih.. tp ttp aj gw gag mao ke penjara..)

Inti ny, ad org jahat yg lg mao usir bpk gw gt.. Dia gag seneng di tmpt bpk gw kerja skrg, bersih dr korupsi (smacam itu lah.. pokokny duit ny diambil gt.. tp sjk bpk gw yg pegang alih, dah gag ilang2 lg duit ny). Bpk gw skrg jd stress, mak gw jg ikut stress (biasa, mak gw tuh kyk gt, bkn urusan dia.. dia mlh mikirin mulu.. y jd stress lah), nci gw emang uda stress, gw jg stress, ade gw bawel sk ngmng sndr, mbak gw sk brani gt ama majikan ny (loh kok jadi nyawur ke topik laen?!)

Yah, gt d.. Tuh org gw doain kena timpalan ny.

Ahhh.. dah author yg gw sk mao delete account ny dia lg.. gw gag bs bc fanfiction2 dia lg d.. T^T

Life sucks, but at least there’s a good thing. I still have my internet!

Oh, and family.. and friends.. and yaoi.. and YOU~! xD

Gw lg bengong n agag mules (skt perut gw blm ilang jg), trus gw tiba2 jd mikir seswatu.

Cewe kan tentu sering masak. Apalagi ibu rmh tngga. Mreka jago motong2 donk. Ayam, Sapi, Babi, Kambing, Ikan, dll. Kl ad darah, mreka dah gag jijik2 lg.. soalny mreka kan emang masak tiap hari.

Brarti, the best killer itu cewe donk?!

Tiap hari mreka motong2 binatang.. -shiver-

[seharusny gw nulis ini lbh dramatis lg, tp gw gag taw kt2 yg tepat, jdny dodol gini d.. xD tp bnr jg kan? iy kan?]

I want to talk about a lot of stuff, tp kyk ny gw gag sempet2 mulu (lbh tptny mls) n jdny gw lp post yg mao gw omongin. But.. yeah.. in this post I just want to say:

Gw bakal mlakukan seswatu yg gag perna gw lakukan sblmny. WISH ME LUCK~

P.S nante bkl gw ksh taw itu ap. Hehehe

P.S2 hepi bday to yoki (dah umur 1 skrg~ -30 mei) n hepi bday to mah darling; felis (happy sweet 16~ -31 mei)

Yup. Gw lg emo abis.

Mak gw lg bad mood trus pas gw marah gr2 mak gw mkn coklat gw, mak gw jd nangis marah2 n bpk gw jd nyalah2in gw gt.

Kl dr pg mak dah pusing, bkn slh gw. Kl pas siang mak ad mslh, bkn slh gw. Kl pas sore mak dimrahin nci, bkn slh gw. PAPA GAG BS LIAT APA?!

Yeah, jd gw lg ngerem di kamar. Hikikomori lg d. xD
(Hikikomori adlh -intinya- org yg ngerem di kmr, gag ad pergaulan di dunia luar krn gag kluar2, kl dia bk kmpie.. tmn ny cm yg di internet doank)

Hr ultah sodara gw, gw mlh apes abis. Su-e dah.

Gw jd pngn beresin meja kompie gw. Bwat ilangin rasa kesel kl y.. Eh, gag mungkin. Td gw da lempar stngh lbh fanta ke lantai (gw minum dl tentu ny).

-_-’ a

Waw. Gw perlu ikut kelas anger management kl y? Kl mrh pasti gw perlu lempar/matahin seswatu. Tp tntuny gw liat dl brng ny berguna/mhl gag. Haha. Bego.

Whoops. Dr gag mood ntn, jd pngn ntn d. Ntn ap y.. -nyari dvd n film di internet-

-gag usa komen neh post y, gw cm mo ngoche2 aj.. (kyk bkl ad yg komen)

-BEWARE OF SOME NARCISSISM-

Already wore the contacts. Lookie-lookie~!

Yeah.. yg dragon eyes kuning ny jd ijo gt.. tp ttp kren bo. Gw pk kmrn pas pg ama Elin, Jo, n Krens (nm bgs2 jd kyk gini xD maaf2).

Oh. Topik hr ini adlh ‘Friends and Future’.

Gw pnya ketakutan yg msk akal. Banget.

Gw itu sering mikir. Temen gw itu sp aj y. Pasti musti yg bs kt pg ber2an aj. Dan list gw cm dikit. With males2an n nganggur2.

Fel nante ke Amrik ato ap dah tuh (yg penting luar), Jo dah pasti bkl ke Malay (dah ad rumah disono), Wini emang dah di luar, Wan dah gag ad kbr n beda dunia, kl Igel jd ke Taiwan seh mampus gw.

Btw, Tonk n Disa dah gag bs diraih.. kt ktemu cm kl Wini plng. Elin.. dia dah pnya tmn yg laen, moment kt ber2 (wuih, kyk pcran aj) dah berlalu.. sejak kls 8 lalu. Pada dah ad sobat2 yg laen deh.

Gw mrasa gag.. enak. Sedikit lonely n bingung gw musti ngapaen bwat ms dpn.

Gw mao seh mikir2 ms dpn, cm gw tiap kl mikir.. gw tkt sndri. Akhirny gw nyerah. Plng lm tuh gw cm bs mikir 1 minggu ke dpn. Bs mikir 1 taon ke dpn, asal gag mikir disela2 ny (kerja, nganggur, bego, dll).

Gw bkn org yg bkl ngeluarin smuany lewat perkataan (curhat) jg. Gw gag bs tuh nangis2 ke org crita kesulitan gw, aplg nenangin org yg nangis. Beh!

Mk ny gw itu aneh. Mak gw sering maksa curhat. Yg gw ksh taw seh cm gw gag bs tuh dealing with emotions.

-wow.. gw emo abis. xD