New Moon

November 26, 2009 at 5:45 pm | In Journal | 1 Comment
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Ok, td gw dah ntn New Moon brng Jo, Dela, Iren, Dewi, ama Igel. Gag smpt liat dpn2 ny, dtng2 dah si Bella lg diksh taw ttg Volturi ama Edward. Gw lngsng mikir ‘Pegi mati aj lah lo Bella!’. Gw seneng bngt pas si Bella dilempar ama Edward. Tp gw bingung jg. Si Ed bego bngt. Dia singgirin si Bella dr Jasper, tp mlh bwat si Bella bedarah tmbh parah lg. Dodol.

Nah, slaen itu.. pas dah tengah2 felm.. (gw dah agag2 bosen tuh pas si Bella nganggur2 gt) gw cm ngeliatin body2 ny co2 ny doank.

  • ‘GILA! TUH ORG GAG SLH NAKED2 GT?!’ -pas liat Sam nge-gendong Bella- n sdkt bingung knp Charlie biasa2 aj pas liat Sam bw Bella ke dia, kan dia naked man gt loh! Sblm gw liat ternyt dia pk clana rendah bngt. ‘*whistle* nice bod~’
  • ‘Wuohh’, pikir gw pas liat Jacob bk bj bwat ngelap darah Bella (disaat yg sm.. Jo kira Jacob mo nge-rape Bella n ngmng “blablabla RAPE!” n Dela kira Jo mo nge-rape Jacob)
  • ‘Najis!!’ -smbl mlototin body Jacob yg teralirin air ujan with tattoo + rmbt cepak baru ny-
  • Pokokny gw ogling Jacob & his werewolf friends (mostly Jacob) terus lah

Untung gw duduk di pojok dlm gt. Jd muka gw gag kliatan perv ny. XD gw plng gag bs pura2. Tiap liat yg perv gt gw pasti ktawa2 ato snyam-snyum sndr d. I know.. totally unprofessional, right?

Trus gw jg bkn ny ngeliatin org2 yg ekting ny, gw mlh ngeliatin hal2 yg gag penting..

  • ‘Hm.. rmbt ny Jasper kyk si Justin (Timberlake) pas msh muda. Tp Justin jauh lbh cakep!’ -smbl ngeliat Jasper jd gila akan darah-
  • ‘Mata ny Vampires ny kliatan gold gag tuh y?’ -pngn cepet2 liat mata ny Edward pdhl dia lg mo mutusin Bella-
  • ‘Wah.. lmpu kmrny si Bella bgs2 amat. Oh iy, kmr gw gag ad lmpu, nante beli ahhh’ -pas liat scene Bella lg bengong n kamera ny muter2 terus-
  • ‘Ih, nipple ny si Edward gede 1. Jijik ihh! Dah bebulu lg bdn ny, uekk’
  • ‘Wew. Jane pnya mata kliatan merah amat! Mata dia gede lg! Keren2!!’
  • ‘Hoo.. Jacob ad tahi lalet di blakang leher ny toh..’ -Bella lg ngmng ke Jacob biar dia gag disuruh milih antara mreka be2-
  • ‘Aaaaa, Bella pnya 3 lampu di kmrny! Kok gw gag ad 1 ama skali di kmr gw?!’

Gt d. Gw konsen gag konsen pas lg ntn. Gw agag2 dicuekin gt sih ama si Igel. Mao gag mao, my mind flies. :D

N ntah knp, gw gag bnci Bella disini. Mungkin gr2 dia pngn mati bwat liat Edward kl y? Ahaha.

Stlh slesai, Dela crita ke gw bgaimana si Jo pngn rape si Jacob, pngn di gendong Jacob, pngn di gendong ama Jacob, Sam, Quill, n Embry, trus dia ngmng ‘Wow’2 terus tiap liat body Jacob. AHAHAHAHA! Gw ktawa ampe muka gw merah. Jo got a crush on Jacob~! Gw kira tipe dia co kyk Teppei Koike gt. Kl gag Ikuta Toma. Yg Jep2 trus imut2 gt. Ternyt gag jg bo! Dia sk yg pnya abs jg! xD

Yup. Sgitu aj report gw akan hr gw pas ntn New Moon.

On the side note, I didn’t fell asleep when I watched it, Fel~! Btw, kl Jacob sk Bella gr2 Bella itu mak ny Renesmee (ad sdkt pull2 ny imprint gt.. mnurut gw sih y), brarti dia jg bs sk ama Edward donk?! Kan Edward bpk ny Renesmee!! -lngsng mikir2 yaoi-

Strange Dreams

November 11, 2009 at 1:19 am | In Journal | 4 Comments
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Hr ini.. gw mimpi aneh bngt.. gw mimpi ttg 3 ce, tmn bae.. trus ce pmran utama ny tuh kyk.. ce2 yg ditulis ama Starian NightZz, agag2 Mary-Sue soalny mreka kuat, bs sgala ny n pngn justice bngt. Yg 2 lg itu yg lmyn ckp ama yg item. Trus si pmrn utama (si A) mati. Co ny sedih2 gt. Si yg lmyn ckp (si B) maoin si co. Trus gw lp gmn lg, tp si B tb2 pk kostum Pancake. (Wat de..?) Trus dia ampe ditnya2 ama si co knp pk tuh kostum, eh tb2 muncul si item (si C) pk kostum ‘Single Ladies’ ny Beyonce. Trus si B jg tb2 lps kostum pancake ny bwat pk leotard. OMG! Aneh skaleeee

Trus jd nyelonong gw ktemu si Felis ama tmn ny Charis. Ntah knp, si Charis itu mukany itu mukany tmn ny si Felis yg di smuki. Bnr dah, mreka tb2 plng ke sini gt. Gw ampe bingung knp gw bs mimpi kyk gt.. Ap gr2 gw dah terlalu rindu ama Felis? Tp kl gt, knp ad si Charis (dgn muka org laen) donk?

Nah, mimpi gw tuh ap2 aneh bngt. Gw pernah mimpi Sailor Moon berjuang melawan musuh brng gw n nci gw. Gw jg pernah mimpi yg lbh aneh lg. Gw ampe tulis mimpi gw di buku gw. Ntah kmn tuh bk.. Gw cm nemu bbrp, soalny gw maen asal nulis aj, jd mental2 d tuh bk. Ini bbrp yg gw tmukan:

  • 29 Mei ‘08 – Mimpi Bingo tenggelem di kolam renang. Well, not exactly. Tp mimpi ny aneh bngt.. mustiny kan ngapung2 gt, dia gag. Bingo jln trun tngga tp gag ngapung, jd mkn turun, tenggelem gt. Trus i treak2, KLUARRR! Trus dia jln naek tenang2 aj. Pas nci nany, i blng aj dia dr kolam renang. (What the.. ane bngt kan?!)
  • 30 Mei ‘08 – David Cook ama pmeran utama di Masara Minase’s Uso to Kiss / ap gt yg incest.. Pas lg nany2 “Mo ngedate gag? Mkn barbecue brng ama gw.. blablabla”, si co itu lngsng nangis n melok Cook. Cook blush gt. Trus si Cook mo melok blk, tp gag jd. ‘Uh, knp si dia co, kan gw jd gag bs megang2 yg gag2 di public’ (bah, ini jg aneh.. knp gw mimpi org di kmk ama si David Cook?! Ber-yaoi sgala lg?!)
  • 30 Mei ‘08 juga – ad di dunia rel kreta, kyk yg digantung gt, railway diatas kota.. tinggi gt, itu tuh satu2 ny cr kt bertransportasi. Trus truk2 susah lewat. Tkt jatoh. Org susah kmn2. (lah? dr David Cook tb2 jd dunia aneh kyk gini? Macam ap pula ini?!)
  • 21 Mei ‘09 – idung berbulu item dngn uban sepanjang 3 cm+ (bngn2 gw ampe lngsng megang2 idung gw, bnran dah, nyata bngt!!)
  • 21 Jul ‘09 – mimpi ktemu Arashi di tukang jual mi naek kendaraan gag beratap (mksd catetan ini.. gw ktemu Nino di mie Gocit skolah tp di tmpt laen.. cabang laen gt. Trus gw ktemu smuany pas dah slese beli di kendaraan kyk.. yg jln di rel kreta itu tuh.. yg musti dienjat-enjot tangan kita.. tebuka gt, gag ad atap)
  • 29 Jul ‘09 – lg balapan trus kebelet, trus pee gag brenti2 (nah, gw bngn2 lngsng bengong, gw kr gw ngompol, men! Mimpi pee gag brenti2, untung ny gw gag ngompol.. cm pngn pee bnran aj. xD)
  • 4 Agt ‘09 – ktemu co The One, trus ktemu Jes yg nanyi Again and Again pas lg ntn ama Igel (gw lp co ny sp.. trus Jes itu siapa.. tp gw rasa gw lg kepikiran tuh lg terus d, ampe gw bs kebawa mimpi..)
  • 16 Sept ‘09 – mimpi lg di skul n ii2 dtng sbagai 3 Sephiroths Clone, ii Abie mirip Heero gt (ini aneh jg! Gw mimpi ii gw ber3 jd clone yg ad di FF7 Advent Children! Trus ii gw yg kurus, yg jd leader dr ber3 itu mirip Heero dr Gundam Wing!)

Nah, itu yg gw temuin. Ad yg dr hape, mkny tulisan ny singkat, ad yg di buku, cm asal tulis doank. Ad lg sih, cm gw gag taw mental kemn.. Ad bbrp yg gw inget, tp gw gag taw kpn terjd ny.. Ini dia:

  • mimpi mak kena Tsunami. Di sbuah ruang tamu, ad org2 gag dikenal ngumpul berlindung ama nci gw, gw n mak gw. Trus, tuh kmr bergoncang n kyk di kocok2 mengak-mengokin. Mak gw jatoh, gag berpegangan gt, kluar ke pintu ny. Di luar itu org2 yg gag bs berlindung kena Tsunami! Walopun aneh, ttp aj pas gw bngn, gw lg tersedu2 nangis. Gw lg tidur nangis, bo!!
  • di pintu rmh gw (bkn gerbang ny), tb2 diserang oleh makhluk gag jelas. Monyet oren berbadan kepiting besar!! Gw treak2 menyelamatkan diri ke kmr blakang. Bpk gw yg lg di ruang tamu gag terselamatkan, gw peduli amat dah, yg penting gw slamat.
  • ini nightmare gw. Gw diajak threesome ama mak n nci gw. Mreka dah naked gt. No more explanations. Gw bngn ampe kgt bngt ngos2an

Ini adalah gmb gw akan tuh makhluk monyet berbadan kpiting:

 

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susah bngt nyari monyet oren.. aaaaaaaaa trus ntah knp ini bdn ny jd ilang gt. duli amat lah.. ini edit asal2an, yg penting ngena lah..

Super duper aneh kan? Mimpi2 gw?

Tp gag ad ap2ny dngn mimpi nci gw yg dr dl msh gw inget. Suster ade gw nikah ama Primus di gerbang SDK 10. xD

QuickPress!

October 31, 2009 at 3:17 pm | In Journal | 4 Comments
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Because WordPress seems to hate me today..

I’m using my sis’ iPhone right now, I’m typing the words a little faster now! XD

Ahh, forget about that, let’s go to the next topic. Mak gw rese bngt d. Hari ini pas siang, kuku gw ngajak kluarga gw ntn This Is It bareng dia. Gw udah ogah tuh, pg ama kuku gw tuh gag asik. Eh, pas gw lg ntn Conan ama nci gw, dia dtng mo minjem printer.. Trus gw liat kok mak gw pk bj pg n dandan gt.. Ternyt dia br plng ntn!! Brengsek bngt! TAEEEEE!!!!

Gw plng bnci sifat mak gw yg kyk gt tuh. Dah mancing2 kita, trus dia rebut lg umpan ny sblm kita bs mkn tuh umpan! Nyolot benerrrrr!! $&@#€£¥*!! Pertm ngajak gw trus dia dah ntn ama org laen?! Mo gw timpukkkk dah! Tp dia mak gw, gag brani bo..

Yup, gw naek drh tuh. Walaupun dia blng mo ntn lg nante Slasa brng gw soalny ntn ama kuku gw kgk enak (nelpon mulu), gw ttp bkl ksh mak gw the cold shoulder for a while. Huh!

Slaen itu, yg bwat gw hepi.. tmn2 gw bntu gw dlm hal Uni. Walaupun cm ngajak gw ke Uph, ttp aj gw sneng.. da mo ksh pndapatny.. Ehehehe. Result ny.. Kykny gw mo ke Uph d, kykny.

Trus yg bkn gw sneng lg, nci gw kan lg bkn2 poly-foam, trus gw dibikinin d nama ‘Ika’! xD nante gw ft d..

Trus td pas nci gw ke mangdu dia bliin gw casing DS bentuk coklat gt. Lucu dehhhhh!!

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=.= chya jlk n kabel dmn2. ugh. n gw dibikinin 'Priska' jg, tp k ny dah oleng2 gt. xD

Wakss, gw kdngran sister complex bngt y?! Gw emang mengidolakan nci gw bngt sih y. Ampe2 pas gw nany ap gt wktu itu, n nci gw jwb ‘cc itu jg manusia ik, gag taw sgalany’, gw cm diem n dlm ati kyk ‘oh…’ gt. Ahak2 dudul ah.

Yap, jd hr ini ad hepi n nybelin ny, sperti biasa.. Well, skrg gw mo bc fic sblm bntu nci gw, so.. Tha tha~!

Miss you already..

September 18, 2009 at 11:02 am | In Journal | Leave a Comment
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Bye, fel.. Be careful in there..

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Beside that,

Gw td pagi bngn bwat nyelesain pekerjaan gw di post ini. Gw musti nyari pengganti pita bwat jadi penyambung karton2 ny, trus gw blm mikir gmn cr ny make kertas kado ny. Aneh donk mo ksh buku pk kertas kado, org yg gw ksh kan gag ultah.

Trus gw nyadar.. kok doggie2 gag nongol.. trus mobil ny jg gag ad. Gw liat jem, dah jem 9. Gw telp mak gw, eh gw dngr swara hp mak gw dr kmr ortu gw. Mak gw gag bw hp.

Gw dah kalang kabut tuh. Gw musti ksh brng ny ke fel sblm jem 1, sblm dia brangkat.

Ade gw pas dngr swara mbl lwt ngmng ‘Itu mama pulang’, gw dah bersyukur tuh ama Tuhan. Eh ternyt tetangga gw. ARGH!

Gw cm bs online smbl bengong, depresi, kawatir, kalang kabut dlm otak. Jo nganjurin gw naek bajaj. Gw dah mikir possibilities ny: jalan kaki lwt jln mn, harga bajaj kl bolak balik, suruh bpk minjem mbl tetangga, dll. Tp gw gag brani. Jd ny gw ber-emo2 slama bbrp jem.

Abis itu gw dngr swara plng indah sdunia. Mak gw plng!!

Gw kyk mo nangis, lega stngh mati. Gw lngsng ngibrit turun trus dtngin mobil mak gw smbil ktawa n tersedu2.

Stlh itu gw mlh ntn 2NE1 dl di kmr nci gw. Ahaha. Nci gw jd sk 2NE1.

Trus gw bwat tuh kertas kado jd smcm tas (tmbn gw kreatif!), trus gw ke rmh felis d. Ksh tuh brng. Tentu ny nitip mbak ny. Gw gag bs ngasih lngsng. Bs bnjir kl gw. Msh blm msk otak kl fel mo pergi. Msk sih, tp kyk kluar lg gt. Nyadar tp gag nyadar.

Abis itu pas dah jem 1, gw telp dia.. say goodbye. T _ T

Jem 2 dia brangkat ke erpot. Jem 4/5 dia lepas landas d. Skrg dah jem 6, dia pasti lg terbang. Hiks.

Bagi yg di Melbourne, gw nitip Felis y.. tolong jaga dia.. Huhu.

Smile!

Smile!

Hiks.

Uhhh..

September 9, 2009 at 11:55 am | In Journal | Leave a Comment
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knp tiap gw ngajak pg org, pasti mreka ngajak org2 yg gw gag knal sih? gw cm mo pg ama tuh org, mlh tb2 org ny jd bertmbh. n stngh ny gw gag knal. dah alhasil, gw dicuekin lg! gw ampe bingung, ini emang ny sp yg ngajak sih? gw kan?! i just want to spend some time with my friends. i don’t want other people to ruin that. please, people. if i only ask for you, then come alone. don’t bring some friends i don’t know. what if the situation is reversed? what if you invite me to a very private discussion, and i bring my cousins along?

sure, i would just laugh when you said, “gpp kan gw bw si ‘ini’ sm gw?”. but inside, i would be quite pissed. i’m mad that you just bring someone along. i’m mad that it can’t be just.. us. i’m mad because there will be someone (or more than one) i don’t know joining us. especially, i’m mad because i’m jealous. cause it kinda show that you have new friends, and i didn’t. like you’re saying “look at my new friends, they sparkles!”

that’s how i see it anyway.

Rants

September 5, 2009 at 3:11 pm | In Journal, Videos | 1 Comment
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So many things to do, so little time..

Spoiler:

mrencanakan bwat ksh seswatu ke tmn yg mo pg jauh, beli bahan2ny (which gw gag sempet mulu krn mls/gag ad yg nganter/nemenin), bwat brng ny, menghabiskan wktu ama tmn2 (diundur2 mulu..), beresin kmk2 yg berceceran di lntai, balikin brng2 felis, masukin data2 dr HD felis ke HD pnya sndr (which gw blm beli..), beli HD, pg ke yuraku n hanamasa sblm tgl 18, dll

Oh mai gat. Just thinking of it makes my head hurt. ARGH!

Untuk refreshing.. I gives you.. FUNNY!GACKT~ because I’m in love with him after I watch Mr. Brain. SQUEEEEE~ I’m reading Banana Fish right now, just because he likes that manga (there’s shonen-ai in it, xD). He got his own character in FF7, and Tetsuya Nomura thinks that his body shape is perfect for FF. He’s cool, tall, mysterious, handsome, and did you see his eyes?! He wore contacts all the time!! -squeal- And if you see his photos, he’s like.. a doll!!

And this is the video that made me like him a long time ago (I like him more now that I watch him in Mr. Brain~)

Pas gw ntn lg kmrn2, gw bingung.. kyk ny gw perna liat d nih ce.. Eh ternyt ni ce perna maen ama Vaness Wu gt!! Di cooking ap gt lah. Gw gag sngaja ntn ama mak gw. Sucks abis. Tp tuh ce ckp bngt. Mulus gt. Gw gag nyangka dia org jep. Morning Musume pula. Abis ny dia maen film mandarin..

Oh, blm lg Gackt jg muncul di VS Arashi bulan Juli. Gila, gw ampe treak2. Ohno + Gackt = PURE LOVE! 2 org yg gw sukain. Bertemu. XD Kl ad Yamapi jg disono, gw bnr2 pingsan.

Oh no (bkn Ohno loh y..), gw jd ngoche Gackt mulu. Hehe. Jd kbawa suasana.. Sori2. Hoho, y inti ny gw lg sibuk tp males. Aaaaaaa. So little timeeeee

Surprise? Or just plain stupid..?

June 29, 2009 at 8:30 am | In Journal | Leave a Comment
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Kmaren pas gw lg ntn Atashinchi no Danshi.. tb2 mak gw manggil n blng ad tmn yg nelpon. Tmben amat ad yg nelpon i, pikir gw. Pas gw nany ke mak gw, dia blng dia gag taw itu sp. Pas gw angkat, itu ternyt si Wini. Gw kr mah dia telp dr luar, tp gw agag bingung knp itu jelas suara ny, kt nci gw.. biasa dr luar itu gag jelas.

Eh, ternyt dia dah pulang!! Dr tgl 18 gt!! GILA!

Gw kgt bngt ampe treak2. ‘MASA?! BENER?! LO DA PLNG?! SJK KPN?!’ dll..

Pas dah reda, gw tnya2.. eh dia blng dia seneng dpt reaksi kyk gt.. yg laen cm ‘Oh.. lo da pulang.. mao jalan2 gag?’ gt. Dia pngn ny dpt reaksi kyk gw. Trus cm gw doank yg blm taw dia da pulang. xD

Reaksi gw gag aneh donk y.. kan itu memang reaksi yg seharusny. Org laen aj yg aneh. Tmn yg blng gag bkl pulang bln ini, ternyt dah ad disini. Yah kaget donk mustiny!! Yup. That must be it. Ini bkn brarti gw yg bodoh sendiri. Bukan.

Everyday Life

June 18, 2009 at 9:42 am | In Journal | Leave a Comment
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Bagi org2 yg baca ini.. jgn jealous terhadap my everyday life. And I don’t want your pity, I have enough of that from myself. [Yes. I already know that I'm such a lazy bum, I pitied myself. For not having a life. For not having a school life. For not having more friends. For giving up when the fight is still on (school). For-.. okay.. enough of that!]

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09.00-12.00 ~ bangun kira2 jem segini

bngn-siang ~ bk kmpie

siang-sore ~ turun ke bwh (kmpie gw ad di kmr atas), ngidul-ngelandur (bhs ap ini?! mustinya ngilur ngadul y?), berteman dgn kloset, jejelin mak gw dngn kt “Aim hangriiii.. Aim hangriiii..”, kl anak2 pd kluar.. maen ama anak2 (bibing n kiki – bingo n yoki), brusaha bicara lgi ama nci (cm kgk brani, gagal..), ngochein ade

sore-mlm ~ bingo mengendus2 pintu.. bk pintu biar dia msk ke kmr n melok2 dia. Kl gag, bpk dtng bwat take a nap. Soalny dia mls nyalain AC di bwh.

21.00-23.30 ~ diantara jem sgitu, gw off. Bersiap untuk tidurrrr (br2 ini, gw mimpi yg ane2 mulu)

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  • tiap gw bk kmpie, dah ke set appear offline di MSN
  • gw pasti lngsng bk mozilla bwat ngebaca fanfictions
  • gw bkl bk inbox email gw, bk make a baby di fb (biar dpt duit), bk forum yaoi (biar dpt points), bk deviantart (biar taw updates2 ny), bk tokudane (biar taw updates2 yaoi), bk youtube (biar taw updates2 arashi), bk livejournal (biar taw pnulis yg gw senengin dah update ato blm)
  • tentu ny, maen ro kl sempet (yup, thanks wan~ lo dah memperkenalkan ro lg ke gw EN dah ksh dvd ny)
  • chat ama org2 biasa kl mreka online (sori cal, ap2 lo yg manggil gw mulu)
  • hmmm.. bc porn? tentu. tiap hari. eh, gag d.. kdng gw bc yg action2 gt, bkn yaoi.. tp yah.. mao itu kmk kek, crita kek, (bneran gw gag gt sk) gw pasti bc porn
  • kdng kl lg mood, gw watch something online. kl gag ntn dvd.. soalny gw org yg kasian, gag pnya dvd player.

Yup. Iri? Gw nganggur n enak2 bk internet tiap hari? Sedangkan lo org banyak ujian n homework n musti bertemu guru2 menyebalkan? Don’t be. Soalny lo enak, pnya ms dpn.. sedangkan gw ngga.

[sori, gw emo lg d..]

Oh, btw.. MET ULTAH NINOMIYA KAZUNARI~! Pas 17 Juni. XD

Short

May 30, 2009 at 8:04 pm | In Journal | 1 Comment
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I want to talk about a lot of stuff, tp kyk ny gw gag sempet2 mulu (lbh tptny mls) n jdny gw lp post yg mao gw omongin. But.. yeah.. in this post I just want to say:

Gw bakal mlakukan seswatu yg gag perna gw lakukan sblmny. WISH ME LUCK~

P.S nante bkl gw ksh taw itu ap. Hehehe

P.S2 hepi bday to yoki (dah umur 1 skrg~ -30 mei) n hepi bday to mah darling; felis (happy sweet 16~ -31 mei)

Friends and Future

May 12, 2009 at 2:58 pm | In Journal | 1 Comment
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-BEWARE OF SOME NARCISSISM-

Already wore the contacts. Lookie-lookie~!

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Yeah.. yg dragon eyes kuning ny jd ijo gt.. tp ttp kren bo. Gw pk kmrn pas pg ama Elin, Jo, n Krens (nm bgs2 jd kyk gini xD maaf2).

Oh. Topik hr ini adlh ‘Friends and Future’.

Gw pnya ketakutan yg msk akal. Banget.

Gw itu sering mikir. Temen gw itu sp aj y. Pasti musti yg bs kt pg ber2an aj. Dan list gw cm dikit. With males2an n nganggur2.

Fel nante ke Amrik ato ap dah tuh (yg penting luar), Jo dah pasti bkl ke Malay (dah ad rumah disono), Wini emang dah di luar, Wan dah gag ad kbr n beda dunia, kl Igel jd ke Taiwan seh mampus gw.

Btw, Tonk n Disa dah gag bs diraih.. kt ktemu cm kl Wini plng. Elin.. dia dah pnya tmn yg laen, moment kt ber2 (wuih, kyk pcran aj) dah berlalu.. sejak kls 8 lalu. Pada dah ad sobat2 yg laen deh.

Gw mrasa gag.. enak. Sedikit lonely n bingung gw musti ngapaen bwat ms dpn.

Gw mao seh mikir2 ms dpn, cm gw tiap kl mikir.. gw tkt sndri. Akhirny gw nyerah. Plng lm tuh gw cm bs mikir 1 minggu ke dpn. Bs mikir 1 taon ke dpn, asal gag mikir disela2 ny (kerja, nganggur, bego, dll).

Gw bkn org yg bkl ngeluarin smuany lewat perkataan (curhat) jg. Gw gag bs tuh nangis2 ke org crita kesulitan gw, aplg nenangin org yg nangis. Beh!

Mk ny gw itu aneh. Mak gw sering maksa curhat. Yg gw ksh taw seh cm gw gag bs tuh dealing with emotions.

-wow.. gw emo abis. xD

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