Dream

September 7, 2010 at 10:09 pm | Posted in Journal | 1 Comment
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Secretly, my dream since I was little is to be a librarian. I was so jealous of the librarian in my middle school, because she gets to sit, just enjoy all the books, sort it, and stuff. What little mind set I had.

And that’s the serious one. You don’t want to know what I dream to become before that. It’s sooo out of reach.

Then, when I got older and remember this dream.. I remake it. Into. Sexy Librarian!! XD

Yes. I want to be a sexy librarian. With costumes and spectacles. I’m serious.

But then, life hits you in the face. You got a rude wake up call. And dreams change.

I want to be someone successful now.

I want to finished my college with a great score. Get a job soon after that. If I can, I want to get a job in Singapore. Where we can have bigger salary than Indonesia, and the cost for living there is not that big like in America or other countries.

I used to think of having a job in Japan. But now that I know I’m on Animation, there’s no way I’m gonna get a job. It’s JAPAN. Anime was MADE there. What I’m gonna learn is nothing in there. So.. Bye2 Japan.. You’re still my fav.

Hmm, so what’s your dream?

College

July 12, 2010 at 2:44 pm | Posted in Journal | Leave a comment
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Bah, gw liat post gw yg sblm ini, gw emosional bngt y? Pdhl itu hal kecil gt XD

Gah!

Yeah, ttg uni.. Gw kan udah bragged ke org2 kl gw gag ad MOS.. Eh ternyt ad!! Cm dl aj gw gag ngerti itu apaan.

Ternyt pas gw msk dngrin ceramah, bskny slama 5 hr gt, gw MOS. Arghhhhh. Sucks, man!

Gw musti cpt2 diet. Dah sodara gw mo nikah n gw jd pnerima tamu lg. Bkn bj ny musti 2 bln sblm ny. Dah deket bo!

-dan hari ini sy msh mkn samyupsal lg *.*-

Back~

March 15, 2010 at 7:56 pm | Posted in Journal | 6 Comments
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Hi people! I’m officially back!! Well, at least I think so..

Komputer gw dah is dead slama 2 bln. Kmrn2 ini, dia dah nyala lg~ Tp gw jd gag bs mencet tmbl 9 -which means gw gag bs pk tanda kurung. ini pk yg keyboard smping-, huruf l -ini gw copy paste dr td-, huruf T -ini gw pk caps lock-, huruf o -musti pencet kyk gila br muncul-, ama bbrp lg yg blm gw ktahui..

Gw bae2 aj. Gw dah ditrima di Binus n bkl msk bntr pas 2 Agt, trus bljrny mulai 20-an Sept kl gag slh. Gw bkl msk jurusan dkv, bagian animasi. Tiap hari bpk n mak gw bkl nunjuk efek2 di felm n blng ke gw bhwa gw bkl blajar bwat itu nante. Gw cm bs melepaskan nafas dgn berat ny. -sigh-

Slama kmpie gw mati, bbrp brita gag sempet gw ksh taw ke lo org. Skrg gw blk, gw bkl ksh taw lo ttg yg terbesar yg gw dngr.

R.I.P Rio Hartanto, Erfin Januar, & Nikita Putri. 26/02/10

sources you can read: Bataviase & Facebook Memoriam.

Nci gw ksh taw gw ttg brita ini.. Ktny, mobilny nikung pas kecepatan 120-140 -kt mak gw, di tol aj gag ampe secpt itu-. Tembok gerbang rumah hancur n berlinangan darah. 3 org meninggal n 2 org koma. Rio; yg menyetir sampe mental ke lantai dua.

Stlh nci gw slidiki, 2 org yg koma itu.. 1 ny itu pcrny si Rio -byngkan pas dia bangun dr koma, dia hrs dngr brita pcrny mental kluar mbil ke lantai 2-. Sedangkan Nikita bbrp hari lg mao pesta sweet 17.. Nci gw nangis pas liat komen pcrny Nikita di fb ny. Kyk say good morning gt.. T ^ T

Edit 17/03: Kmrn pas gw bl kompor, nci gw ngeupdate gw ttg ini. Rio bkn yg nyetir. Yg nyetir itu co yg koma.. dia gag kp2 tp Erfin di sblhny hancur gag dikenali (bgaikan mashed potato? sorry..) n Nikita duduk di blkng. Teori gw sih y.. mreka duduk kyk gini:

| E | |=| | ? |

| N || R || L |

Krn pcrny Rio gag knp2, gw kr sih dia di blkng penyetir. Trus Nikita di blkng Erfin, Rio di tngh jdny dia mental ke luar. Ktny pas pcrny bngn n dia tny si Rio ad dmn, mak ny cm bs blng, “Rio ad di rmh skt di luar negeri..” hiks..

Kl gw blh jujur sih y, gw jg kasian ama yg pnya rmh loh, dia gag slh ap2 tb2 gerbang rmhny rusak n belumuran darah, bahkan dlm rmh ny jg kena -lantai 2-.

Yeah, ini brita mengajarkan kt, spya kt gag ngebut2 pas ngendarain mbl. Jgn mentang2 dah bs naek mbl, lngsng mo maen ngebut2an. K?

Btw, K-pop rules the world now!! Beware of the addiction, even I; the former Korea haters -more like I resent it, I love Japan more- got caught in it!

Binus

January 20, 2010 at 6:51 am | Posted in Journal | 1 Comment
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Gyaaa!!

Gila! Gw seneng bngt! Td gw bngn jem 1an sngaja bwat liat hasil tes gw (kluarny jem sgitu) n gw lulus bo! Ahaha~!

Thanks y tmn2 yg dah doain gw. Ehehe. Mksh mak, dah bantu eke n support eke pas eke down. Mksh ci atas saran2ny yg maha dewa. Tak terlupakan, mksh Tuhan, walaupun anda tak begitu berperan tp sy menganggap ini smua adalah berkat dr anda.

Ehehe. Bntr lg gw mao pg ama Elin n Wini. Gw mo siap2 dl d y.

Btw, ce yg jd pembimbing pas tes gw kmrn ini, mirip bngt ama si Yuli! Rmbtny, bibirny, sizeny (lbh gede dkt seh), pk kcmt lg, najis mirip bngt!

Ini gr2 kmpie gw rusak, gw jd ngepost lwt hp d. Gag enak ah. Skt jari gw.

Stressful Week

January 15, 2010 at 11:48 am | Posted in Journal | 2 Comments
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Gah. There’s a lot going on this week. I kinda lose track.

First, my mom insist me (more like choking me with her shouting) to take a test now. For University. I got really nervous because there are 4 test for that. First, the math.. and then english (this one is okay I guess), aptitude, and drawing. And really.. I kinda want to enter UPH because there are Tatat & Dela there (also Elin). This ‘Binus’, I got no friend in there.

The deadline is yesterday. So, on the 13th, I go to Binus with my mom. I hate where it was placed. Too crowded. The inside itself, looked like ITC & Premai got together. But the people is nice I guess.

I can’t really decide which one I want to go. New Media or Animation. New Media, sounded like I have to advertise (I mean.. speaking to other people).. and Animation inquire talent to draw (which I sucked at). But between speaking and being dumb, I picked being dumb. I hate presentation, I hate speaking to strangers, I hate speaking alone in front of a lot of people, I got stage fright.

Then, I go to Papaya to bought this.

I bought it last time, and gave some to my sis. And she kinda addicted to it. My mom was told to searched for it, but apparently there’s only the red one (pure chocolate). So we go to Papaya again. The taste of that snack really worth it. xD

I kinda got nervous waiting for 17th Jan. That’s the day.

Today.. (or yesterday) I can’t sleep at all. I cleaned/sorted my mangas that’s been on the floor for months. Got to see a dead bug on top of it (after I throw the manga to the bed, how’s that happened?), got to cry when I read ‘Janji Peri’ when I was taking a break (I got flashes of my pathetic life with that sad scene, I can’t stop crying, fortunately.. I kidnapped Yoki & Bingo, so they’re there to cheer me up), got to get dirty, and got to see which books are missing.

After that, when I slept, I dreamed of more than 9 royal teenagers getting killed. It was so ‘wth?!’. Maybe because I’m stressed?

And Wini was so kind. She bought me a pencil for the test (she asked me what was needed for the test). Even got Tonk to sms me. Cx

P.S My sis also gave me some advice for the drawing test (the important one).. 1st, act like you’re a genius. 2nd, make some rough sketches to looked like you’re an expert. 3rd, makes it full with shadings.. don’t leave it blank. 4th, pay attention to details. Is it good?

So..

November 30, 2009 at 10:32 am | Posted in Journal | 1 Comment
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gw gag bkl ke UPH.

Kmrn pas lg bntu nci gw bkn tgs ny

(dr minggu jem 5 sore ampe senin jem 6 pagi
di kamar nci gw di lantai alias dpn AC ny yg dingin ny bkn maen
dngn adany break mkn popmie n minum teh manis panas
gw ganti jd pk clana pnjng, tmbh jaket n kaos kaki tebel + sarung tngn tebel
ganti tmpt ke luar sbntr tp brasa dingin, gag perlu kipas.. pdhl biasany kepanasan
msk lg, nci gw ampe bcnda terkena ‘frostbite’ pdhl dia tahan dingin bngt -brarti itu brp dingin ny tuh-
punggung skt nunduk terus, gag bs tiduran, anjing2 mlh asik ngorok2
saat2 terakhir.. tngn berkeringat tp kedinginan, menggigil smpe mo gunting2 susah
msh ad sisa tp gw dah nyerah, gw kedinginan n cape pngn tidur
slesai)

, akhirny gw jd nany ke mak gw ttg UPH.. tpt ny gw nany ijas** gw gmn, trus gw jd nyelonong nany2 jg. Trus nci n mak gw jd ngoche2 kl dkv disono lbh mhl dr nci gw yg interior. TETOT! UPH batal. Dx

Mak gw ngulang2 kt UBM, biasa.. si mak yg ap2 kl ngmng ad double meaning ny n gag mo ngaku slh, dia nyuruh gw kesono scr gag lngsng (actually, it’s pretty direct. she said ‘ubm’ over and over again). Nci gw to the rescue~ Dia ngoche2 kl mak gw ngulang2 kt itu terus n sbnr ny pngn gw kesono kan? (mak: ngga kok! gw n nci: -cuih-) trus dia blng ubm tuh gag bgs, gag ke recognized gt d kl disono. Blablabla. Trus jd dua2 ny blng gw ke Binus aj. Dah disitu plng bgs, trus gag dkt dngn nci gw (swt).

Gw jd tmbh bingung ama ms dpn gw. Aaaaaaaaaa

Taw ah.

Slaen itu, gw kan perna crita ke nci gw ttg 1 ce yg dikenal Queen of Cosplay gt kan y.. trus gw crita lg kl dia itu pnya ade yg kren jg. Jd pas mreka ber2, mreka kyk.. Sexy Sisters gt.. (gw n nci gw tuh pngn jd kurus n jd.. Kurniawan Sisters.. ‘kurus-nian-menawan’. xD) trus gw ksh liat gt ft ny. Kan bk ny di iPhone nci gw, nci gw ampe save trus ngeliatin ft ny terus, iri gt. :B

(gw 12 jem kerja bo, y jd omongan gw bs ngelantur kesini)

Emang, jijay bngt d. Mari lihat ft yg gw bk itu:

Dah cakep, pinter gmb, seksi, otaku, model, sk fashion, cosplayer (brarti.. lmyn jago dandan), fotografer, kakak beradek lg. Aaaaaaaaaaaa

Btw, gw jg liat dr journal mreka.. Indo ikut AFA jg gt. Kostum ny kren!! Terbuat dr paper gt ktny! Trus Orochi!! -squeal- Najis dia kren bngt! Perasaan dl pas gw liat di FS gag sekeren itu d. Mungkin ini gr2 gw liat dia jln n ft close up jg kl y? Gila, gw gag percy dia ce. Dia kren bngt. Dia kan cross dressed gt kan y, dia jd ny gag ngmng, biar kliatan kyk co n stay that way (soalny dia gag mo ancurin imajinasi kt kl dia ngmng, misal: suara dia gag sperti yg kt byngkan.. etc). N judge ny itu org Jep yg lmyn ganteng, nm ny Kaname!! Gyaaaaa

Maaf jika informasi ny gag lengkap, krn gw cm mo ksh liat ap yg gw sk n gw gag mao mempublikasikan gmb yg bkn gw pnya.

Indonesia - OrochiX & Pinky (Lineage) ~ Philippines - Alodia (Witch Blade)

~ Alodia‘s Journal: Day 1, Day 2 | Ashley‘s Journal: Day 1, Day 2

QuickPress!

October 31, 2009 at 3:17 pm | Posted in Journal | 4 Comments
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Because WordPress seems to hate me today..

I’m using my sis’ iPhone right now, I’m typing the words a little faster now! XD

Ahh, forget about that, let’s go to the next topic. Mak gw rese bngt d. Hari ini pas siang, kuku gw ngajak kluarga gw ntn This Is It bareng dia. Gw udah ogah tuh, pg ama kuku gw tuh gag asik. Eh, pas gw lg ntn Conan ama nci gw, dia dtng mo minjem printer.. Trus gw liat kok mak gw pk bj pg n dandan gt.. Ternyt dia br plng ntn!! Brengsek bngt! TAEEEEE!!!!

Gw plng bnci sifat mak gw yg kyk gt tuh. Dah mancing2 kita, trus dia rebut lg umpan ny sblm kita bs mkn tuh umpan! Nyolot benerrrrr!! $&@#€£¥*!! Pertm ngajak gw trus dia dah ntn ama org laen?! Mo gw timpukkkk dah! Tp dia mak gw, gag brani bo..

Yup, gw naek drh tuh. Walaupun dia blng mo ntn lg nante Slasa brng gw soalny ntn ama kuku gw kgk enak (nelpon mulu), gw ttp bkl ksh mak gw the cold shoulder for a while. Huh!

Slaen itu, yg bwat gw hepi.. tmn2 gw bntu gw dlm hal Uni. Walaupun cm ngajak gw ke Uph, ttp aj gw sneng.. da mo ksh pndapatny.. Ehehehe. Result ny.. Kykny gw mo ke Uph d, kykny.

Trus yg bkn gw sneng lg, nci gw kan lg bkn2 poly-foam, trus gw dibikinin d nama ‘Ika’! xD nante gw ft d..

Trus td pas nci gw ke mangdu dia bliin gw casing DS bentuk coklat gt. Lucu dehhhhh!!

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=.= chya jlk n kabel dmn2. ugh. n gw dibikinin 'Priska' jg, tp k ny dah oleng2 gt. xD

Wakss, gw kdngran sister complex bngt y?! Gw emang mengidolakan nci gw bngt sih y. Ampe2 pas gw nany ap gt wktu itu, n nci gw jwb ‘cc itu jg manusia ik, gag taw sgalany’, gw cm diem n dlm ati kyk ‘oh…’ gt. Ahak2 dudul ah.

Yap, jd hr ini ad hepi n nybelin ny, sperti biasa.. Well, skrg gw mo bc fic sblm bntu nci gw, so.. Tha tha~!

University

October 22, 2009 at 3:01 pm | Posted in Journal | 2 Comments
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Gila, gw msh panik. Gw bnr2 gag taw mo berbwat apa.

Gw msh mikir2 ttg mao rombak kmr lah, mao bl monitor br bwat ganti yg skrg yg lg ngedap-ngedip warna ijo biru lah, mao beli CPU kl dah pnya duit lah, mao pnya iPod touch bwat bk internet lbh nyaman drpd hp lah, mao lanjutin diet lah, yah.. mslh2 kcl gt d. Eh, dtng mslh bsr.

Abis gw ganti themes n bwat custom header, gw bk blog tmn2. Trus tnpa sngaja, gw bk Della pnya dl. Trus gw liat post pertm dia, dia dah kterima di UPH.

Gw lngsng panik.

OMAIGAT. Oh. Mai. Gat. OH MAI GAT!

Gw msh dlm proses mikir2 ms dpn, gw blm taw mo kmn. Gw blm taw mo jd apa. Gw blm taw mo pilih apa. Gw blm taw gw udah siap ato blm untuk keluar dr my own little space here.

Gw msh lg nanya2 ttg UPH ama Binus. Krn kyk ny gw cm bs ke jurusan design. Nci gw seh blng UPH asik. Terlbh lg Elin mo ke sono (walaupun gag bkl ktemu soalny dia milih jurusan yg susah.. tp ttp aj itu arti ny UPH lumayan..), trus gw jg dah taw si Dela jd ke sono, blm lg tiap gw nganter jemput nci gw, pasti mkn mulu n ktny mknn disono enak2. Plus plus bngt. Tp, Binus ada klub Nippon. Kekurangan ny jg bnyk sih.. kt ny tmn gw, klub yg skrg dah gag enak.. maen duit mulu. Blm lg, gw bkl COMPLETELY ALONE THERE! And I’m totally not ready for that. At least I need someone that is going there (even if mreka beda jurusan). N gw gag taw gmn tes/orientasi/kuliah ny, stidakny pas UPH nci gw dah crita ke gw.. Binus gw bnr2 gag taw.

Skrg gw musti nyari taw ttg universitas2 (which is hard, cuz I haven’t met anyone in MONTHS), dll. Mikir ny aj gw dah pusing. Blm lg gmn gw bs bl monitor, gmn gw bs msk uni, kl bpk gw lg bokek? ARGH!

Please someone help me..

SOS

Friends and Future

May 12, 2009 at 2:58 pm | Posted in Journal | 1 Comment
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-BEWARE OF SOME NARCISSISM-

Already wore the contacts. Lookie-lookie~!

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Yeah.. yg dragon eyes kuning ny jd ijo gt.. tp ttp kren bo. Gw pk kmrn pas pg ama Elin, Jo, n Krens (nm bgs2 jd kyk gini xD maaf2).

Oh. Topik hr ini adlh ‘Friends and Future’.

Gw pnya ketakutan yg msk akal. Banget.

Gw itu sering mikir. Temen gw itu sp aj y. Pasti musti yg bs kt pg ber2an aj. Dan list gw cm dikit. With males2an n nganggur2.

Fel nante ke Amrik ato ap dah tuh (yg penting luar), Jo dah pasti bkl ke Malay (dah ad rumah disono), Wini emang dah di luar, Wan dah gag ad kbr n beda dunia, kl Igel jd ke Taiwan seh mampus gw.

Btw, Tonk n Disa dah gag bs diraih.. kt ktemu cm kl Wini plng. Elin.. dia dah pnya tmn yg laen, moment kt ber2 (wuih, kyk pcran aj) dah berlalu.. sejak kls 8 lalu. Pada dah ad sobat2 yg laen deh.

Gw mrasa gag.. enak. Sedikit lonely n bingung gw musti ngapaen bwat ms dpn.

Gw mao seh mikir2 ms dpn, cm gw tiap kl mikir.. gw tkt sndri. Akhirny gw nyerah. Plng lm tuh gw cm bs mikir 1 minggu ke dpn. Bs mikir 1 taon ke dpn, asal gag mikir disela2 ny (kerja, nganggur, bego, dll).

Gw bkn org yg bkl ngeluarin smuany lewat perkataan (curhat) jg. Gw gag bs tuh nangis2 ke org crita kesulitan gw, aplg nenangin org yg nangis. Beh!

Mk ny gw itu aneh. Mak gw sering maksa curhat. Yg gw ksh taw seh cm gw gag bs tuh dealing with emotions.

-wow.. gw emo abis. xD

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